Note-taking.

Happiness and consequences to an action are irrelevant.

joking. Ha. ha. hA. HA!

Is joking the same as kidding?

Close your eyes. Reach out. Grasp your laugh. Grip it tight. Strangle.

A laugh entitles a smile.

Smile and laugh. Giggle and glisten. Broken teeth. Hidden smile. Strangle.

I'm not sure what I'm hearing and why it's in code and I wish it can all be explained in a few sentences. Without desires there are no commands.

Universal Law of Nature. Strangle.

1 hour left until I'm no longer dead. I want to see you now. Smile and laugh. Giggle and glisten. And I'm skipping down the street. Running with arms wide; the wind trying to whip me down. Smiling and laughing. Giggling and glistening. Unhappy old women don't like what they see. How can you be happy when I'm not? She comes out on her stoop. Broken teeth. Hidden smile. Don't commit suicide, old broad. I was like you when I was young and we'll all be okay. Strangle.

I once watched a circle of peace; dancing and bongos. Oh how I wanted to dance with them. Can you imagine a world without cultivation? The cultivation of self? Cultivate your talents and shine them clean. What if you're unable to cultivate? ...you're not taking this seriously enough. Empty freedom.

45 minutes and I can't stop looking at the clock. My life's a clock; circular and all. Crazier than most, but I'm still bored. Why can't I be the first cuckoo bird to fly away?

I'm sick of playing hangman with a midget because you have bad vision. You heathen, you! Locusts in the air and moths eating our clothes. Pretty soon we'll all be naked. Where are you gonna hide now? Where are you gonna keep your gun?

autonomy of the will

rather than

heteronomy of the will

30 minutes.

15 minutes.

IT'S TIME!